So I haven't written in a really really long time and I'm sorry for that. This past year has been, as cliche as it is, a roller coaster. There were lots of times when I felt like I was floating on cloud nine and then there were times I felt like I was plummeting back to earth at a million miles per hour. But overall it was a good year. Yet at the same time, after a few days of major self evaluation, I have come up with some New Years "resolutions" as well. I put them in quotes because I say resolution because I don't really have another name for them. Like yeah they're things I want to change about my life, which is basically a resolution, but I don't want them to just be for this next year or I guess more realistically for the next week. I want to actually work harder this year which admittedly is what everyone says but that's why I've generalized my statements (besides the ones that are specific) [also guys I'm tired, I should be writing this later but I'm too awake to sleep but too sleepy to write. This is also why I don't stay up all night doing my homework because nothing good happens after 2am].
2015 "Resolutions"
Yeah I know they're not the most well thought out sentences and they're a little choppy but I'm tired and it's not the sentence it's the idea behind it that's important.
- Maintain a clean room for longer than the duration of a skype call to my parents
- Push myself harder and be more disciplined
- Stand up for myself more (I know I'm good at talking but when it comes to what my opinions on stuff are I take the more passive route and if I sense an argument I tend to just float away)
- Blog at least once a month if not more
- Let the world fill me with wonder (this last semester coming back has been such a been there, done that. I'm going to find new things to do this year and get rid of this feeling once and for all)
- Do fun stuff (not that I already don't, but I want to do more fun stuff)
Stuff that should be completed by 2015
- I want to be able to whistle by the end of the year
- I need to blow a bubble gum bubble
- I need to be able to moo like a cow
- Perfect my roar
- I have to stop pretending to be animals
- Go on more adventures
- Go on a donut run (well walk)
- Do decade months (this seems like a cool idea that I just made up, it would be fun to have a day dedicated to a decade and then do decade-y stuff on that day like an 80s themed aerobic dance workout)
- Have the most epic 21st birthday bash
- Do more painting
- Binge watch for more than 3 hours
- Finally get myself a crown (like one that glitters and is big)
- Make my own star globe
- Random dance party every month!!!
- Cross off stuff from my bucket list
